What is Beauty anyway?

I got the title from our Seminar.. What is Intelligence anyway? Here

One night, when i was goint to sleep,i was wondering why are the boys don't like me. Is it because of my ruined skin? my attitude? or because im not really pretty? I dont really know. I am asking myself and started crying. I don't have much of self-confidence in myself and thinking of that event that i will tell you later.

What is beauty anyway? this is really a question in my mind since that night. Because mostly, beauty is with brains. As they say, "what is beauty if the brain is empty" and also "What is knowledge if your face is damaged." and i know this is the perspectives of those who are really 'beautiful'. Some people said that beauty is inside which is your "attitude". I don't really know what is true. But this perspectives are tested by meeting boys. Try to mention this beautiful girl... they will run just to know this girl, and when you mention someone who is not that beautiful but very intelligent but they will just said "meh" because shes not pretty. People have there own opinions and i want to know them and answer this question.

What is beauty anyway? How do you define beauty?
Is beauty can be acquired, sell, buy or anything?
Why are other people saying that they are not beautiful? Why didn't they find special about them? Is is because of their experiences?

Well, this is a big topic but i would like on focusing about your definition of beauty. or its real meaning.

When i was in 4th year high school, my teacher in Trigonometry asked my boy classmate to arrange each of us (we are 5 girls) to who is the most lighter complexion etc. In light complexion, i am the lightest in them. Then, in the comparison where who is the most prettiest to our five girls, i was at the last because i was the ugliest in those five girls. It hurt but i need to control my feelings in it. Because of my rough skin (and i don't much putting make up etc in my face) even so, it still hurt. Who wouldn't hurt when they know that you're ugly? unless you were made to stone. Lol.
Anyway because of this, i was so not confident about myself. I am just studying because i know my looks is just meh.

I know that i am jumping but... beauty has a deep meaning. I didn't find beauty in myself yet but i found it :) I find this topic is not also the meaning of beauty, also the "self-confidence" to self, and also finding "special" to yourself.

I just want you to know that im slowly smiling while typing about this post... seems that this will boast something about me.... I hope you too!

I want to know your opinion about this! What do you think?

Goodbye 2012!Hello 2013!

I know its kind of late but you know... But to all people, even though that its a new year, we should be beware about ourselves, our surroundings etc. Especially now its 2013. We thought that the end of the world is 2012 but we really don't know when.

So what we should expect in 2013?
The disasters coming to the countries - in 2012, there is most disasters including in Tsunami in Japan, many typhoons here in Philippines, so we should expect it this year. Im glad in 2012, there is concern to each other even though we are not family or from the country, we still help each other. This year,we should be more ready now.

The issues regarding everything (Politics,Showbiz,Social Networking) - Last year, there is alot of war in twitter. What is really the purpose of Social Networking? making friends! But there is so much war. Im glad there is some people who used the social networking to help people. I know that there are many issues about it. Also, by Politics, such as political dynasty or corrupted politicians, and the unapproved laws. And lastly, about celebrities, there is some people that are not interested in this field but most of us are curious about them, marriages,relationships etc. I also add about some issues including Sotto's plagiarism that made alot of blog haters. I hope these issues this year are not bad but are for giving information.

The trends in fashion - Well, the fashion is only just a cycle. You thought it always have a new trend but its only repeating. Even though its like that, we should expect anything new about fashion, i dreamed to be a designer but no luck there, im not fashionable. (But i liked playing fashion games lol!)

New releases in series of non-fiction&fiction - this is one of the things im excited about in 2013. Ofcourse as a hopeless romantic, i am expecting new releases in YA and Adult books with romance, (yes, i like reading romance). I am expecting Blood Prophecy,The House of Hades,The Goddess Inheritance and Lover At Last. Also, new series in 2013! Better watch out for releases!

Even though we are expecting this things, we can't still forget God. Our faith and everything. So, to end to this post, this things are nothing without God. So, this year, i hope we will be properous and good!

How about you? What are you expecting in 2013?